Monday, January 07, 2008 @8:38 pm
I don't have time,but heck that.
I seriously can't believe that I'm gonna type this but,thank goodness for school with its hectic-ness and all that.Its seriously a good way of distracting myself and my thoughts from wandering to where it shouldn't, hence making me not so emo/upset.But I idle a lot so I still drift off into that state.Stress from being 2nd vice-chair,AV head,council(who am I kidding?haha),work etc doesn't help.I have eye bags!Yay,haha.
and the guilt keeps sinking,deeper and deeper.I know I can't expect forgiveness,heck even bitterness would be acceptable.would You forgive me Lord?I really want to change the way I think and definitely the way I act...I keep messing things up...and I don't want things to fall apart.
I can't help but ask,daddy do you hate me?would anything change?will you still love me your little girl the same...?
the reason for the teardrops on my guitar