Monday, November 05, 2007 @9:27 pm
My aunt is so fun to be with,haha.We were talking today and she said that out of all her nieces and nephews,I'm the only one that doesn't look very 'chinko' (chinese).Even my sister looks a little 'chinko',haha.
Because we're both big music buffs and only like those songs that have a good and proper melody topped with meaningful lyrics (unlike dozens of songs that make no sense whatsoever) we talked about music and she talked about my favorite song "Who Knew" and played it for me (=
One moment I seem and feel really strong,like nothing would ever bring me down.The next moment however,it all falls apart and I'm reduced to pieces,vulnerable and weak.I realize that I always ask for too much.I've always wanted someone else to make the first move with me just conveniently waiting for things to happen.Beautiful Disaster
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take
He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
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