Saturday, September 22, 2007 @8:48 am
I think that its funny in a sort of ironic way that the people I love the most aren't necessarily related to me by blood.
Petty arguments,misunderstandings and bitterness.Was caught in the middle of it all and the best part was that while I was caught in the middle of it all,I had to help handle my AV matters.
I think what Godma reminded me when I called her up to tell her about my junior problem,a reminder to forgive people,really applies to everyday life.I don't have any hatred to the people involved but I think it's just really stupid to be petty.
I guess as I'm going through this period (with no studying what so ever,ack!) I'm learning what I should have been doing a long time ago.
Relying and looking to God for strength.
I still feel like I'm failing horribly though.And I still spend nights wishing that I could get out of this mess.