Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @8:56 pm
Don't you think that I myself want to get myself out of this horrible mood?
I hate this even more than you do.
I want to pull myself out but I can't do it alone.Nothing works.
It hurts even more when you know someone you love is actually afraid of you.
Doesn't dare to go near when you need them the most.
I don't know,everything just seems so freaking negative.
I nearly swore the other day.
Its just a facade.
A big lie that I somehow managed to pull off.
The smile on my face?Fake.
Inside I'm dying slowly,waiting for something to stop the pain.I want to get out.Now.
I want you to love me once more.
This time,without fear.and i need you now
more than ever.
Labels: emo