Thursday, March 15, 2007 @12:55 pm
Gah.I don't know how to put this in words..
What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
Mm... I think my parents are too... relaxed about controlling me.They allow me to do almost anything granted that I can differentiate what's right from wrong.So much so,sometimes when I need that parental barrier I feel so lost and confused.And I don't know what's right or wrong anymore.I'm sick of disappointing myself when I do something wrong and don't realize it or try to learn from it but fail.There's just so many things that I need someone to tell me and I'm afraid to ask my parents,so I'm always in limbo about things.Sigh
What a girl is to do
God I need some answersIts quite weird,some girls want independence and getting the chance to decide what they want to do and how they want to do things.But I want that parental barrier and guidance. =/
I don't want to lose my innocence and first kiss yet.I want everything to be special,but I can't help but think I've lost it already..I want to remain that innocent little girl who's afraid of falling.I'm sick of pretending to be strong and moving on,alone,falling at every hurdle thrown at me.Labels: emo, Thoughts