Saturday, May 07, 2005 @10:58 pm
I've realised something...I get hurt very easily,not physically,but emotionally...so much so that I cry so much.I may not really show it but it hurts inside and outside.On the outside,I try so hard to mask up what I'm feeling inside,I always don't know how well I can do that,but I'm guessing it's quite well since no-one can make out that I'm emotionally hurt.
Tears don't seem foreign to me,infact they seem normal,like an everyday item being used.I've always felt like I was shunned and all and now I still do..it seems to have like stuck with me ever since.This same feeling over and over again....I don't know what to do anymore..
I feel like,staying underwater and crying,staying there for eternity.